214. I Love you

214. I Love you

10/27/11

27.10

I'm trying my best not to care so much about you. =')
You'll never know,I'm wasting a damn lot of tears just because I miss you?
I'm so insane! Care so much for what? what can I get? Nothing!
Friends,Family,Lover.
All I need is some care from you all,I need a warm shoulder when I cry
I need a person that can hear what I say when I'm sad.
I'm exhausted! I was there when you guys need me.
Always there,but is anyone here when I need you guys? No!
I'm not living in this earth just to satisfy you all! I'm here to be me!
I just want to be who I am! But because of you guys.
I'm changing my personality changing and changing! Just cause I'm afraid?
I don't know. I don't even know who am I right now.
I've lost my ways of direction. 
I'm so emotional this few days,crying like a cry baby
Forcing a smile on my face,just to let you just think that I'm happy. :')
But truth is,I'm so damn moody! -.-